Hahah /super/ late, but well welcomed : ) I'm sure i forgot what i was "thinking" about or w/e, but it doesn't matter. You're ok, and that's what matters! Lovely hearing from you, love your new profile pic btw~
A friend of mine moved to Toronto a year ago. Neither of us say it - and we promised that we wouldn't let it happen - but we're drifting apart. It's sad, because his existence is probably what kept me sane all this time.
Hnng. I managed to earn my friendship back, but I'm sorry for what happened to you. IT'S PAINFUL, and I have a bad problem of suppressing my emotions and convincing myself through lies, hence, giving me a very mellowed out and apathetic upfront personality. I'M LIKE AN EMO KID. I just got sick of crying and I wanted to start talking to her again. I ended up separating with someone else special because of incompatibility issues, BUT THAT'S A DIFFERENT CASE. I just---couldn't handle it. STILL VERY SAD WHEN SOMEONE THAT'S ALWAYS THERE IS GONE. I'm now just...waking up every morning---feeling extremely different. Being able to feel free without expectations is nice---yet---having nothing to do---with no motivation makes you feel free, but lost. I mean, I can breathe now, but like...what for? So I just spend my time behind my computer to cope 'n' stuff. I have a job and try to be productive. Drawing 'n' such. I really missed my internet friends anyhows. It's not too bad at all. WHO NEEDS RELATIONSHIPS? The internet is my friend. -crylaughsobsob-
HNSFGGG. I'm afraid to vent. I don't wish to burden people by adding to their lists of "what to do" and "what to not do" with me. I just wish for people to people decent, so maybe they wouldn't have to try and understand me. :/ It's not like my problems are special. ALSO, yes, but being in touch is veryy hard. It's the internet, but people randomly come and go. IT'S HARD TO MAINTAIN WHEN THERE'S JOBS TO DO. Haven't been feeling very motivated lately though. Do you have skype?
Also, you'd be surprised, but friends want to know about you. Do's, don'ts, wants and needs... they like that stuff. It's not a burdern at all. That's probably why they keep bothering me about that stuff, haha. Of course, if you're uncomfortable with it like I am, just set boundaries and they'll know. :>
Sorry to hear your busy. Everyone is totally these days. But holidays! Yaaay!